This morning I woke up thankful for my D/s relationship and probably not for the reasons that you might think. Playtime is fun, but that’s not it.
It’s the deep intensity of the relationship that I am thankful for. The overwhelming need and desire to protect. The knowing of needs and the willingness to fulfill them, without question. The amazing sensation of just a look. All the things that seem to exist when you are with someone who just ‘gets’ you and you them. It’s incredibly passionate, but I dare say it goes deeper than that.
Now don’t get me wrong. I’m not saying this intensity doesn’t exist in a ‘vanilla’ relationship. For some, it might. For me, not so much. In my heart, I knew there had to be more. I needed more.
And I was fortunate enough to find it.
So I just wanted to share. I realize Tumblr is filled with images and quotes that portray the D/s relationship, the many, many fascists of it, but what I wanted to share with you, for you to read and understand, was something that honestly can’t be portrayed in just an image. At the end of the day, when the ropes are put away, the sweat is dry and bodily fluids washed away, it’s not your kink that’s going to keep you coming back, but rather the amazing, trusting, loving intense relationship that comes out of that. That’s what we crave. That’s what we all need. And for me, that’s what I am thankful for.
So thankful, I think I’ll stop typing and crawl back into bed with him and show him just how ‘thankful’ I am.
"And you tried to change, didn’t you? Closed your mouth more. Tried to be softer, prettier, less volatile, less awake… You can’t make homes out of human beings. Someone should have already told you that. And if he wants to leave, then let him leave. You are terrifying, and strange, and beautiful. Something not everyone knows how to love."
Warsan Shire, For Women Who Are Difficult To Love (via versteur)
I have never been more jealous of light as when it touches your skin.
He is never easy, but
she returns again and again,
because she only has to
show up to feel worthy.
She is always sexy.
'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I’m really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all
5 Seconds of Summer
a striptease performer; striptease artist.
Etymology: a facetious word coined by H. L. Mencken - from ecdysis (properly defined as the moulting of the exoskeleton in arthropods and other animals) + -ast, from Greek: ἐκδύω, ekduo (to take off, strip off).
Don’t let go,
I’ve wanted this far too long.
Mistakes become regrets.
I’ve learned to love abuse.
Please show me what I’m looking for.
'Show Me What I'm Looking For'
Every morning with my beautiful sweet. goodgirl4him
I love you so much. Now, where’s the coffee fairy when you need her?